Her voice

After long time, i heard her voice again. it was a mix of the most sweet pain and the most extraordinary pleasure. My heart beated again, my brain got full of nice thinkings, energy and goals to follow.

My smile is back on my face, my energy back to my soul, but still one problem on my shoulders stops me from reaching what i want and what i search.

Hippiness.

My hippie-self is not helping me, it's taking me down. I love to be a hippie, i would wish i could be it forever... the price seems correctly till i notice what i've lost.

In order to make the full reborn of my self, the full fenix-experience. i will kill my hippie-self.